Listen to A Message to an Ant
There's a library in Fort Myers, Florida at Rutenberg
Park, which is bordered by a small lake. When I wanted
to sit outside by myself and think or write I would often
choose this grassy spot right by a large tree.
One day, as I was writing in my journal, an ant crawled across
my leg and this song was born.
Music boxes make me feel nostalgic and child-like. I just
used my Casio for the sound of the music box, nothing special.
There wasn't much more to the recording than that, just me
singing over a simple little melody.
It must be nice to have somewhere you know you belong. An
ant is born with a purpose and a sense of community and no
need to question either. If anything, I see this song as a
wish for myself. I've never had a home I wanted to come back
to. And the journey I took to find myself in Los Angeles was
ultimately my search for this elusive dream place.